2006-06-05 - 8:23 a.m.
Things change. More than I thought possible.
I'm happy. I'm functional. I'm free.
I haven't stopped caring about Boyfriend, but I have started caring for myself.
I just found out that a friend of mine has been reading this diary through my whole struggle. Like a guardian angel.
Thank you.
I will go ahead and see Boyfriend. I'll be honest-- that I spent a lot of time in the past few days thinking about him, thinking about our love and memories and what it would mean to be together again, but I have not changed my mind. We are better off alone. I can only (desperately) hope he has seen the same.
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